Hey Autumn blossom (I always wanted to say that !),
I read your post yesterday (the “sorry” post and some of your comments), but as usual, I didn’t know what to say. So, here I am, just reminding you that you’re a special one, and that no one has the authority to make you feel like $#!t.
Hey, you know why I was looking for you.. I watched “the house of sand and fog”, the one you suggested in one of your posts. I never saw any of your posts later to comment on that.
Autumn blossom. I like it. And thanks, I’ve been trying to dig myself out of the hole I’ve been in but it’s hard. I’ve gotten a lot of bad news this week about family my neice is still having seizures my other aunt was diagnosed with cancer and I sit and complain about wanting to end myself cause of depression. It’s just to much.
I wasn’t there when she got the news. But when she told my mom she seemed ok. She’s going into it with fighting attitude. she finds out treatment plan next week.
That’s good. I asked because I’ve heard of some people who, when they get a (terminal) cancer diagnosis, erupt with joy, because life has just gotten infinitely simpler.
Sounds like your aunt’s case is not (yet) terminal ?
No not yet. I think she can beat it. Of course my other aunt died from it as did my uncle and my grandma. My dads beat prostate cancer twice. It’s rampant in my family. Its a curse. I know if I ever get diagnosed I’ll let it take me cause I don’t have that fight in me and I’ve seen first had my whole life what chemo and radiation does to people
I think it’s better to help others and want to raise them up than to destroy them and bring them down with you. Does that make sense? I feel like the way I wrote that sounded weird.
I hope one day you’ll be able to tell yourself all the wonderful things you tell others.
I hate it when people tear others down. Mostly cause I’ve had it done to me pretty much my whole life. Maybe that’s why I try to build anyone and everyone up.
It never ceases to amaze me how easy it is for us as humans to tear each other down. Us. Me included, all of us. It’s like we have to stop and think about being decent in so many situations because it’s just not natural. Anyhow, for the good you try to do, thank you.
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Just the fact that you are “that girl”, makes you all of the things you tell others they are.
If you look hard enough, I wonder if you can see that?
Thank you however I don’t think I can ever feel that way about myself.
I understand
That’s nice of you to talk someone out of suicide. Just wondering what would be your reaction when someone else tries it on you..
I don’t know honestly what I’d say to someone if they tried to talk me out of it.
Hey Autumn blossom (I always wanted to say that !),
I read your post yesterday (the “sorry” post and some of your comments), but as usual, I didn’t know what to say. So, here I am, just reminding you that you’re a special one, and that no one has the authority to make you feel like $#!t.
– Einsamkeit
Hey, you know why I was looking for you.. I watched “the house of sand and fog”, the one you suggested in one of your posts. I never saw any of your posts later to comment on that.
Hey, what did you think of the movie ? I’m curious.
I typed for 10 minutes and my computer crashed before I could send. Lol.. let me try to recollect what I wrote and send.
Autumn blossom. I like it. And thanks, I’ve been trying to dig myself out of the hole I’ve been in but it’s hard. I’ve gotten a lot of bad news this week about family my neice is still having seizures my other aunt was diagnosed with cancer and I sit and complain about wanting to end myself cause of depression. It’s just to much.
🙁
How is your aunt dealing with the cancer diagnosis ? How did she react ?
I wasn’t there when she got the news. But when she told my mom she seemed ok. She’s going into it with fighting attitude. she finds out treatment plan next week.
That’s good. I asked because I’ve heard of some people who, when they get a (terminal) cancer diagnosis, erupt with joy, because life has just gotten infinitely simpler.
Sounds like your aunt’s case is not (yet) terminal ?
No not yet. I think she can beat it. Of course my other aunt died from it as did my uncle and my grandma. My dads beat prostate cancer twice. It’s rampant in my family. Its a curse. I know if I ever get diagnosed I’ll let it take me cause I don’t have that fight in me and I’ve seen first had my whole life what chemo and radiation does to people
Post a pic with your mood 🙂
P.S. I like your hair down
I will once I’m dressed for the day I’m currently not picture appropriate.
I think it’s better to help others and want to raise them up than to destroy them and bring them down with you. Does that make sense? I feel like the way I wrote that sounded weird.
I hope one day you’ll be able to tell yourself all the wonderful things you tell others.
I hate it when people tear others down. Mostly cause I’ve had it done to me pretty much my whole life. Maybe that’s why I try to build anyone and everyone up.
Makes sense to me. Perfect sense. Just not to a good portion of the world.
It never ceases to amaze me how easy it is for us as humans to tear each other down. Us. Me included, all of us. It’s like we have to stop and think about being decent in so many situations because it’s just not natural. Anyhow, for the good you try to do, thank you.