The thing that I was hoping for was officially crushed. What I want is absolutely worthless because it makes no difference-nobody and nothing puts what I want first. Another day spent in bed crying with oblivious people around me and a bullet hole in my heart. People’s dreams around me are coming true and I am left behind and it hurts so fucking much. I don’t know if I can get up tomorrow-I hardly could today. If I want to take 3 Benadryl to knock me out and make me numb, will anything bad happen to me? (Not that I give a shit about myself but for my family’s sake.)
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Don’t abuse prescription meds. If you must, take the recommended amount.
*over-the-counter meds
Do you want to talk about what you were hoping for?
It was a chance to go somewhere else for a short while. I’ve always wanted to go other places but I never get the chance because my family is poor and whenever someone in my family gets a chance it’s never me. Other family members have been able to go places but not me. I feel trapped. I always get left behind. 🙁