I fainted

I must admit that I enjoyed the experience. As weird as that sounds, it’s true. I felt like I was non-existent for a while before I awoke again. And I was okay with that. It was like a better version of sleep. I knew how non-existent I felt when I woke up. It’s strange but I remember the feeling or rather the inability to feel anything. Before I woke up i saw a bright white flash like a Nintendo being reset. When I woke up I was very cold and it felt like my whole body was numb. My muscular system wasn’t working very well. I had a hard time breathing. Eventually I started to feel normal again. I am not saying that I want to die but I wouldn’t mind fainting more often. It felt nice to “shut down” even if it was only for a couple of minutes. Those couple of minutes felt like an eternity. I remember how glad I was to be awake again but at the same time I felt a bit sad because I had awoken from the best sleep. But it really wasn’t even like sleep. It was more like I became absolutely nothing. My mind was blank. Heck it felt like i didn’t even have a mind of my own. Ever since this happened I began to value my life even more.