i thought i fucking meant something to her
i shouldve known i shouldve fucking known ive always been as worthless as i thought i was
i gave her a fucking chance, one ive never given anyone
and now, no one will ever have that chance again
i will not give anyone the power to hurt me
not like that, never again
if the one person i trust with everything let me down, who can i actually depend upon?
no one, not even myself.
if you can go from in love with me to questioning if you even want to be my friend, you never loved me to begin with
i would tell you to get the fuck out of my life but im scared to lose you
id kill myself if i did
its fucking pathetic, how reliant i am on you
how id let you hurt me all over again
no one will ever love me, im sure of that. but you, i gave you a chance. and all you did with it was learn how to take advantage of me.