At 6 AM in an all black outfit I ate ” Coffee lovers Only Ice cream @ Coldstone
At 7 AM in an all grey outfit I saw Jack the only person who would know my fate
Fast track:
5 PM I am at the tallest Building watching and internalizing the fact that I am not going to a better place but running away from this hell of a state.
I can’t say that throughout the day i was petrified, disturbed or unsettled
BUT I can say that I was at peace. At my utmost tranquilized state
I WAS FREE.
UNTIL
I will let the blade gash through my skin. Be engulfed in perpetuating pain. Reconsider switching lanes
but still smile because the PAIN will REMAIN and I will VACATE this time in all red garb just to show that I have decamped from ETERNAL DAMNATION