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by depresseddutchman93

Dear SuicideProject,

I have been struggling with rapid cycling bipolar now for almost 4 years.
These 4 years where the longest and worse years of my life.
I lost interest in hobbies lost allot of friends and ended up in a psychiatric communitie home with 24h nursing it sucks.
I have this small room to myself and im spending more and more time alone my old friends are all gone moving on starting families or building a nice career or future.
Now im here all alone stuck alone hopeless with no plan for a future I been suicidal now for a couple of weeks I just want to end it all I cannot stand it anymore..

If someone wants to have a chat my kik is : depresseddutchman93



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Niko 5/31/2017 - 12:27 pm

The worst is losing interest in hobbies that you once loved. I used to read all the time. Anything I could get my hands on. I haven’t even been able to look at a book for the last week. It hurts. I’d rather just sit in the dark by myself then do anything that once made me happen.

bluerosewhy 5/31/2017 - 6:09 pm

I’m sorry you’re going through this. What are your days like? Is there any activity you can do and enjoy doing (even if just somewhat) ?

Niko 5/31/2017 - 6:50 pm

Thank you. im just not myself anymore…I’m more broken than anything else. Not holds my interest for longer than a min. Well this site has been helping some.

gnosticthinker 9/26/2017 - 5:13 am

he man, hoe is het nu? Hoe oud ben je en waar woon je? Ik hoop dat je leven op het moment weer wat dragelijker is.

gnosticthinker 9/26/2017 - 5:23 am

ik heb kik gedownload, ik stuur je binnenkort een berichtje

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