Dear SuicideProject,
I have been struggling with rapid cycling bipolar now for almost 4 years.
These 4 years where the longest and worse years of my life.
I lost interest in hobbies lost allot of friends and ended up in a psychiatric communitie home with 24h nursing it sucks.
I have this small room to myself and im spending more and more time alone my old friends are all gone moving on starting families or building a nice career or future.
Now im here all alone stuck alone hopeless with no plan for a future I been suicidal now for a couple of weeks I just want to end it all I cannot stand it anymore..
If someone wants to have a chat my kik is : depresseddutchman93
Thanks
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The worst is losing interest in hobbies that you once loved. I used to read all the time. Anything I could get my hands on. I haven’t even been able to look at a book for the last week. It hurts. I’d rather just sit in the dark by myself then do anything that once made me happen.
I’m sorry you’re going through this. What are your days like? Is there any activity you can do and enjoy doing (even if just somewhat) ?
Thank you. im just not myself anymore…I’m more broken than anything else. Not holds my interest for longer than a min. Well this site has been helping some.
he man, hoe is het nu? Hoe oud ben je en waar woon je? Ik hoop dat je leven op het moment weer wat dragelijker is.
ik heb kik gedownload, ik stuur je binnenkort een berichtje