A few years later I find myself here again. I just had my final argument with my father. I’m sick and tired of him low key saying I’m fat and ugly and of him stalking all my social media. Everyone I’ve known has proved to be a backstabber. I can’t seem to be able to have a real connection with anyone and at this point, after so many disappointments, I don’t trust anyone anymore. I was given all the opportunities, I always had everything I needed, always had a roof over my head and I do feel like an ungrateful piece of crap but I never had anyone truly care about me. I’ve always been a burden, no one ever forgives my mistakes and I’m too weak and insecure to go find a job and start a new life. What I know for sure is that I’m done with feeling pain, I can’t stand it anymore. This Sunday afternoon finally everything will be over.
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It can be impossible to believe that there is anyone good in this world after being treated like shit from your friends and family.
But let me ssy this: there is good people out here in the matrix.
Look at the posters on this one site alone. They have been hurt and abused beyond what anyone should have had to endure in 10 lifetimes, but here they are, doing there best to help.
Angels are what they are. They exist out here, you have just got to find them, thats all.
I hope you find someone mate.
Dear Alice,
As much as it hurts me that you are considering ending your life again
I tell you “welcome back”…
I can imagine the amount of pain & hurt you carry with you everyday
& I can imagine this feeling of being unable to trust…
but despite that I’m asking you to believe me when I tell you
I really do care about you
& I really really don’t want you to do anything that could harm you
be it This Sunday afternoon
or any other afternoon at all
I’m willing to listen to anything & everything you have / need to say
& I’m willing to help you in any way I can
If you wish not to talk here
my e-mail is
farahlajeennouraldeen.1
@gmail
You are most welcome to contact me any time
& I’ll do my best to reply to you as soon as I can
tc
& please reconsider this
you CAN get through that difficulty
it’s not worth ending your life / harming yourself
Alice, honey… I’m really worried here… 🙁
r u okay?
Please let us know how u’r doing
okay