A few years later I find myself here again. I just had my final argument with my father. I’m sick and tired of him low key saying I’m fat and ugly and of him stalking all my social media. Everyone I’ve known has proved to be a backstabber. I can’t seem to be able to have a real connection with anyone and at this point, after so many disappointments, I don’t trust anyone anymore. I was given all the opportunities, I always had everything I needed, always had a roof over my head and I do feel like an ungrateful piece of crap but I […]
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I didn’t think it was possible but I’m slowly reaching my limit. I can’t keep living like this. Not even God cares about me. I’m depressed and I want to die. My mother sees me crying and she doesn’t give a damn. Why have you abandoned me like this God? Tomorrow my father is taking me to my apartment. I live alone there. I’ll open the gas from the kitchen because I can’t keep going like this.
I’m really sick. My throat hurts like hell and my lungs close up making it hard to breath. I live alone and none of my parents ever text me to see if I need something. All they care about is me passing all my subjects at university. I’m a human being, I have feelings and I’m not perfect. I started talking to a boy, but after some days passed, he lost interest in me and stopped texting me. Again, all alone. And I wonder, why me, God? Why do people waste my time like that? Why do my parents forget about me? I hope I […]
I wish my life could be given to someone that can really appreciate it because I don’t want to live anymore. Life is unfair. And my parents don’t even care, they just think I’m exaggerating. I want to die for once but I’m a coward and I just don’t dare to do it. I expect too much from people and I can’t stand this loneliness. I don’t understand why me, why do I have to be so alone. Loneliness hurts. I’ts this world’s worst kind of pain. I just don’t want to suffer like this anymore.
I want to die. I have everything. I have a father, a mother, and a brother. My father supports me and he gives me everything I need. And all that makes me feel even more miserable. I have more than some people can’t even dream of having. Some didn’t even have parents, ever. My father was right, I am indeed a piece of shit. This is getting worse and I just can’t take this pain. There is something missing in my life and I don’t understand how God gives so much to some and so little to others. My friend, who has a boyfriend, cheats […]