Right now, I’d fight back. I’d resist it because right now, I don’t want to die. I’m trying to live, and change.
But when I have really bad days, I wish for it. My religion forbids me from killing myself, so it would be better to be murdered. I’d still fight back, but only because if I didn’t, it would still be suicide. But I’d hope to fail.
I fantasize about someone coming up behind me and shooting me in the back of the head. There’s the relief that my very small circle of family/friends would not have to deal with the additional pain that a suicide brings as opposed to being my being “just a victim”.
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If someone was trying to kill me I wouldn’t fight it. I’d let them.
Right now, I’d fight back. I’d resist it because right now, I don’t want to die. I’m trying to live, and change.
But when I have really bad days, I wish for it. My religion forbids me from killing myself, so it would be better to be murdered. I’d still fight back, but only because if I didn’t, it would still be suicide. But I’d hope to fail.
Can I ask you some questions?
That depends on the questions.
Ok, you can choose to answer or not
Alright. What are they?
Where are you from?
I live in the US. Virginia, more specifically. Why, are you offering to kill me? Haha.
Ha ha, no, don’t worry
How old are you? Are you female?
I’m almost 19, and female, yes.
OMG I live in Virginia too!
I love you
I fantasize about someone coming up behind me and shooting me in the back of the head. There’s the relief that my very small circle of family/friends would not have to deal with the additional pain that a suicide brings as opposed to being my being “just a victim”.
Honestly, I would be surprised someone cared enough to wish me dead. I don’t think I make much of an impact on people.
I would be grateful…. been trying to die for 10 years