I’ve lost hope in my life ever turning around again. My mother has been abusive to me for years now and no one ever listens. I’ve been trying to get out of the house for years now. I’ve talked to social workers many times. It never works. I’m not in a good place. I only have about a year and a half left at home but it’s still hard. I don’t know if I can handle living on much longer. The only one who actually messages me to make sure I’m okay is my brother in law who lives two states away. No one else cares. I have lost hope in myself. I give up.
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You’re going to college in a year and a half? Damn I’m 23 and still live with my parents. It’s been my only dream since 18….. it all came to me. Some people want relationships, some people want to live on campus at college. I wouldn’t mind going to an Ivy League school…. I think I’m a bit too old now. But my dream came to me all at once, I thought I’ve never been more happy moved out of my parents house and essentially alone… but it was still in a parental units place….. my dream came to me all at once, now it is the only dream of my soul…. I want to build my own house by hand, alone, in woods. A lot of people patronize me for not wanting something else…. not being in school or work…. it’s weird.
Stay strong and count the days. 500 days and you will be out of that jail. You can make it. Don’t kill yourself when you are so close to escape. I know it seems too hard right now but every day you get through is a day closer to freedom.
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please don’t love
don’t give up
I know there’s pain
& I know the confusion & the feelings you wrote about before
but honey these things are not worth ending your life over…
& you’re not alone
& a stranger I may be
but I do care
& I really really wish to help
any way I can
or at least listen to you
would you like to talk?
could you tell me what is troubling you?
is it only your mom & the confusing thoughts?
are there other things?
if u wish not to talk here
that’s okay
my email is
farahlajeennouraldeen.1@gmail
please know that you’re most most welcome to contact me whenever you wish
okay
tc
& please please don’t do anything dark
<3