I want a glass of wine. No money, no job. My relatives don’t/can’t help me with this wine drinking craving. I have water, food, I live in my grandmother’s home with my mom but I want different things. I can’t have my own family, home, money, job. I’m 27, I take pills for years. Romanian. Dying of thirst
Even doctors recommend to drink some wine one glass, cup daily or once or twice a week
Can you believe I feel like dying/killing myself for this unanswered craving and I drink very rarely cause I don’t/can’t have it
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I like alcohol but in moderation so I can’t say I relate. You probably know the answer already. If you are disabled/unable to work then go on permanent disability if it’s offered where you live.
They’ll give you cash and you can probably help out with the expenses at your grandma’s house and take some for yourself. If you are capable of working then you know what to do. Life is not easy, nothing worth having is free-you have to struggle for it. If you don’t want to live that’s another issue, but if you plan to keep living then you need to take action to fulfill your needs/wants.
Yep
I kind of relate, my boyfriend begs and throws tantrums if he can’t have a bottle of beer. Breaks my heart, but I understand the feeling of wanting things you can’t have. I’ve been living off of barely anything for years and it would be nice to go on a huge shopping spree one day and buy whatever I want. There’s days I wish I could afford unlimited gas for my car so I can go wherever I want whenever I want instead of being trapped and confined. I envy those people who can spend money like it’s toilet paper. Being poor is draining.
Yeah…