I’m trying to stop cutting so the cuts don’t show through my dance tights but it’s so hard and it’s only been like a week and a half! The only thing I can think about for the last two nights is killing myself-which hasn’t happened to me in a little bit. God, I feel so dead inside. I don’t know what to do. 🙁
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I broke. I fucking broke already. Now everyone will see my new cuts in class. Fuck me!
It helps the pain but it’s the aftermath that lingers on and others will witness. Then comes shame. The cycle carries on. I hope you find your inner strength.
What made u want to have the urge to cut
I just felt so dead inside without any feelings and then felt like crying. I couldn’t shut out thoughts of suicide and I hid in my room to cry and just needed to cut.
I like what KoneWone said above.