I never will get better I have kind of made up my mind that this is the only way. I am always paranoid everyone is talking about me everyone is trying to hurt me . I give up my plan is to get drunk so I can do it then slit my wrist at the park . I don’t want to do it at my house . Please forgive me .
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” never say never”.. it’s hard to know what can help until actually coming across it.
Your paranoia probably doesn’t meet what’s actually happening, though that also probably doesn’t help much.
And if you need to get drunk… Part of you might not be ready. Maybe listen to that part, look at your options again.
I believe you will be forgiven if you eventually forgive yourself.
These guys are right man, perhaps you should reconsider or maybe just put it off for a while. I understand that feeling of paranoia. I always feel like everyone talks bad about me, everyone hates me. I’m sorry you think everyone is trying to hurt you. Either that is not the case at all, or if it is you should move or find better people to be around, either with a new job or new school or whatever it takes. Because I promise you not everyone in the world is like that.
You seem rather young, are you in high school? If you are I can also promise you those are no where near the best years of your life. I mean high school sucked ass for me, anyway.
Anyway I hope you are well and I would love to hear back from you, my friend.