Heyy, so yeah I’m back with my stories of violence yeah ,lol
So lately ,I’ve been some sorta away from depression
firstly before I start writing my story ,I wanna tell you guys something really important ,I think it may rescue many of you ,if you guys are new to depression,I think that will help you a lot so yeah ,they are subliminal affirmations ,so basically they’re messages that are supposed to be sent to your subconscious mind ,your subconscious understands them and convert them to stuff like for example if you wanna change your height ,your weight or even your eye color ,it’s just lit
You can change whatever you want
Your body and personality,and I assure you guys that they really work .
So yeah I’m talking to whoever reading this post ,if you are new to depression ,if you have hope ,maybe just a little bit of hope ,i think you must try these subs ,you will definitely change your life!
So yeah I used these subs for a little I was really going to change my life ,I used subliminals to be confident,get my desired personality,lose weight ,reduce my height,get rid of self harm scars and make people love me ,you know ?it was pretty funny when I believed that I would change my life.
alright,so i was really changing ,the subs helped me but guess what?i can’t be happy why?because I’m stuck with depression.
Honestly,I think that depression chooses me ,sometime I feel that I’m unique to be chosen by depression,loved by depression lol
i just accept my life ,I completely accept it and I no longer want to change it ,because I’m okay with the idea of depression not leaving me .
So yeah basically dad found out that I used to smoke(I gave up smoking when I started subs since depression is why I was smoking in the first place)
yeah so my younger sister told him that I used to smoke a lot,and of course,he abused me physically.
I’m just wondering if he has fun abusing me and seeing me hurt that way !
so my scars ,that I was dying to heal them are now much horrible
So here’s a simple photo of my arm ,lol
it’s just horrible,unfortunately!
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I just want to say I am so sorry for what you are going through. I just found out today one of my dearest friends, life was apparently taken by her partner. She left a blog in her wake of the accounts of what happened. I’m so emotionally devastated.
You said, something that I want to make comment to. You said, you wonder if he has fun abusing you. After reading K’s blog, I would say the answer is YES! They do it because they can because it makes them feel powerful. My friends partner, smiled the whole way through it. Does yours?
Don’t stand for it, otherwise you might end up where my friend is now.
I need a blue sour and a chaser after this day.
Yeah he smiles through it ,Lol
I just can’t do anything about it ,I can’t even stand for it
Depression chooses us all but at different times for different reasons but that doesn’t mean there isn’t a choice. You do have a choice to stay in it or leave even if staying in it is so much easier. Please don’t let yourself take these abuses. Please ask for help, call a hotline or report to police for domestic violence. If the cause of your depression is your abusive parent, you can do something about it and you do have a choice. Just because he’s your dad doesn’t mean he has the legitimate right to abuse you; he doesn’t and you don’t deserve it! You deserve so much better than this, don’t let yourself tolerate it! Don’t go towards the darkness when there’s still light, no matter how small, please look for it.
Unfortunately I don’t think that I can find that light
Nobody here wants to see your cut marks. Stop posting pics of your disgusting arm
Well actually ,I’m free to do whatever I want.
If you don’t want to see my “disgusting arm”,obviously you can scroll over and don’t look at the photo .
Thanks for reminding me of my disgusting arm which I wan never the reason for it
Please be kind.
Then don’t look. @john doe