No, there’s many people who love me, there’s so much opportunity for me. But I just wanna die (my problem may be hormonal eg. Low To, Thyroid so I’m getting checked out) l I’m wrapping everything up and fullfilling my promises and then doing it.
This is it. This is me, also. It’s like being thirsty, no, DYING of thirst and having no idea how to pick up the glass of water that’s right in front of you.
I am not alone, I know that I’m not. But althought I know they are here for me and love me, I feel alone. And being alone is horrible because all the time I have to be with the person I hate the most: me.
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Every minute of every day. Alone and with no hope for change. It sucks. It’s a way of life, but not a way of living. It’s all I’ve ever known.
Why is that?
Because I’m an asshole. That’s about it.
For others or yourself?
Not really. All my friends are in my head. They’re so nice, but one of them is crazy.
No friends in real life?
What’s real life?
Life could be an illusion, right?
sometimes I like to think we all are dead, and this is our hell
Why did we end here?
I’m lonely too. I dread being in a group. Or even to make a conversation with fellow humans.
Yes, I understand that.
No.. just unsatisfied.
I’d like to be alone.
I see
No, there’s many people who love me, there’s so much opportunity for me. But I just wanna die (my problem may be hormonal eg. Low To, Thyroid so I’m getting checked out) l I’m wrapping everything up and fullfilling my promises and then doing it.
ive always been alone, you get used to the feeling after a while but it never stops hurting. not for me at least.
Exceedingly. I’m desperate for human connection but incapable of connecting with others. Funny, huh?
This is it. This is me, also. It’s like being thirsty, no, DYING of thirst and having no idea how to pick up the glass of water that’s right in front of you.
And then someone hands you a straw.
That’s a very good illustration of how it feels.
@countdown: Ha, I wish.
In my case it’s like dying of thirst, no idea how to pick up the glass of water, and then someone hands me a fork.
I am not alone, I know that I’m not. But althought I know they are here for me and love me, I feel alone. And being alone is horrible because all the time I have to be with the person I hate the most: me.
So true
Not lonely. My problem is more that I dislike other people.