i feel sad. i don’t know why. i feel down. i want to die, but i’m scared of death. I’m scared of succeeding in suicide, but i’m also afraid of failing. I fear the only way to get help is to attempt suicide. i want someone to help me, but i’m too scared to get help. I’m afraid that my parents will think i’m being dramatic. they don’t believe in mental illness. i just want to end it all. i don’t know what to do. i need help.
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Is there a specific reason why and understand. This when u attempt it and fail it makes you turn to another way if that way scares you im looking at all angles and its like I don’t know how about doing it its all scary but I keep looking at all the hopelessness and I still want to im thinking bout doing now I had everything taken from me from my evil fucking ex who is fucking someone in my bed in my apt with my cat there that I can never see and I loved him more than anything im so low I’m not even human anymore soo its just getting over the fear of uncharted waters that’s where the fear comes from
Well I suppose a good way to find out why you are sad is to walk us through an average day in your life.
Sometimes that’s part of growing up, whether you’re growing up from 14 to 20 or 50 to 60, growing up never stops and neither does any form of “maturity”. All I can say is there is a tribe of people including myself who feel like you, I can’t give you an answer I can only tell you that you’re not alone and I’d hold your hand until you felt comfortable on your own again.
The thought of not breathing anymore, terrifies me. Ive been where u are, for many years. I find that listening to music, keeping busy, going for a long walk or drive, really helps push those feelings/thoughts away. Have u ever thought of an out patient program?
Damn exactly how I feel. Sometimes I feel like it would be freaking easier if someone just came and shot me dead. -_- seriously.