i feel sad. i don’t know why. i feel down. i want to die, but i’m scared of death. I’m scared of succeeding in suicide, but i’m also afraid of failing. I fear the only way to get help is to attempt suicide. i want someone to help me, but i’m too scared to get help. I’m afraid that my parents will think i’m being dramatic. they don’t believe in mental illness. i just want to end it all. i don’t know what to do. i need help.