Here I am again, depressed again. Always coming back to this website. I find comfort knowing there is other people who feels the same as I do. To be honest, I don’t know why I stick around. I have no good plans, no job, no money, I do have a roof over my head and a family that cares about me. But its not them. I can’t stand my fucking life. I want out. I begged God to strike me. I tried numerous times to kill myself. I just can’t fucking win over the will to live. Idk what to do, I’m stuck in this place. Like there’s no fucking getting out. Stuck in this miserable hell hole. And faking my fucking happiness to blend in with society.
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Oh my god me too man. I’m so unhappy and so fake with my smile, I want out. I never agreed to be here in the first place.
I do the same thing, but I have a good job, a loving family, and a decent support system. Sometimes it’s really hard to escape those suicidal thoughts that seem to come from nowhere.
oh man don’t break. Life will change for you, I promise.
this is just a long ass phase. give it another 1-7 years
It’s really easy to kill yourself! Trust me – I’ve been in your shoes, I thought I would never find a way out because it was too difficult to find a way that was sure to kill you. Yes I have found a way – and if you want it bad enough – everything is yours. It’s simple l, it really is, but feeling like it is difficult is the part that is most stressful.