someone tried to drown me once, I struggled until I blacked out. another time some people tried to beat me to death, I hit one over the head with a brick as hard as I could and got away. Suicidal or not, it seems there’s something about a true fight or flight situation that makes the body take control to preserve itself.
I’d be so relieved. Finally, I get to die, and I might still have a chance to go to Heaven! If I were to do it myself, I wouldn’t have that chance at all.
I’ve thought about it. If it was something quick like a gunshot, I wouldn’t fight it. Just tell them to put it to my head and do it.
Anything longer and painful, more methodical, or torturous… I’d fight back.
Yeah I don’t even care how much it hurts. I could withstand any amount of pain as long as I die. I used to not want it to be painful now it can be shoving needles in my eye. I don’t care how much it hurts.
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someone tried to drown me once, I struggled until I blacked out. another time some people tried to beat me to death, I hit one over the head with a brick as hard as I could and got away. Suicidal or not, it seems there’s something about a true fight or flight situation that makes the body take control to preserve itself.
I see.
I’d be so relieved. Finally, I get to die, and I might still have a chance to go to Heaven! If I were to do it myself, I wouldn’t have that chance at all.
I’ve thought about it. If it was something quick like a gunshot, I wouldn’t fight it. Just tell them to put it to my head and do it.
Anything longer and painful, more methodical, or torturous… I’d fight back.
I’ve wished somebody would murder me millions of times. If I can’t put myself out maybe somebody else could. I would be blissful.
Yeah I don’t even care how much it hurts. I could withstand any amount of pain as long as I die. I used to not want it to be painful now it can be shoving needles in my eye. I don’t care how much it hurts.