I blame fear for my predicament. Fear to end my miseries once and for all. All it takes is a few minutes of agony and I’m free. For a long time now pain is all I feel, waiting in vain for relief has become tiresome. I have absolutely nothing to lose as I derive no pleasure from life. It’s time to take that bold step and obliterate all my miseries; painful memories and probably be at peace. I deserve some peace.
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What method are you using? Are you sure about your decision? Tried everything possible to get ‘better’?
I’ve been sure for the past eleven years. I can’t keep waiting in vain for something to get better while it probably won’t. It cannot be right. All that I need is a piece of mind.