I’m really scared. A lot of things frighten me.
Failure, the end of the story, what lies beyond death, being discovered before I can do it.
I don’t know how to make the fear go away. The asurrance that death gave me is so weak now. Life is still scary and horrible. The things I have to do before dying are scary too. I’m an anxious mess and dear god I’m so good at hiding it.
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If you are afraid of failing or being found out, that probably means your plan is not a good one — or perhaps deep down you want to have the possibility of failing or being found.
Hey, I’m afraid of failure because it’s not an option for me. If they find out, they’ll do horrible horrible things to me. I’m scared of them, I’ll do it because of them. I want to live, but they won’t let me live my life. I don’t really want to die, but there’s no other option. I’ve tried everything else.