Anxiety

I am trying so hard just to breathe
I just want to feel okay again..
I haven’t in so long
All pre-ap classes and one AP class
7 classes a day
I work all day all hours I’m awake
If I’m not working I’m doing extra curriculars, if I’m not doing extra curriculars I’m actually trying to eat something, if I’m not trying to eat I’m attempting to sleep, if I’m not attempting to sleep I’m doing something with family
Every day takes so much out of me and nobody knows how bad it really is..
I know how I feel about you but I don’t know if what we’re doing is right..
I feel so alone I feel so tired all the time
Everyone can come to me for everything but it feels like I can’t and shouldn’t go to them..
I just want it to be over

All of it.