I hate being a perfectionist.

November 10th, 2017by LonelyBird

I hate the way I’ve been treating my boyfriend and the fact that I have gained 10 pounds in two months.

I hate that I’m getting 60’s on all of my fucking midterms.

I hate that I have been through hell and back 10 millions fucking times and I still can’t get a break.

I hate that everyone I know thinks they’ve had it tough when the worse thing they’ve gone through isĀ  bad break up.

I hate that no one knows how strong I am for making it this far.

I hate that I think about killing myself every single fucking day.

I hate that my therapist has cancelled our last two sessions when I’ve needed her most.

I hate the fact that no matter what I do, or how much I succeed, that it isn’t good enough for me.

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