Although i didnt know her, i read some of her post and was one kf the reasons i got on here. To talk to her. I hope shes okay. And that if shes reading this, Hi.
Not good like really sick and tired of everything I just want out so badly. What about you? Well don’t worry about that, social skills and conversation skills are non existant in my brain
That humoured me a bit, because i cant fathom socialising either. Was told once my way of socialising is absurd and i shouldnt ever speak again by a boss of mine way back. Im still on the same track you are, looking for the way. I think i found it and already half way there. Im tired of everything too. If there was a way just to end it itd be great. But its alway the thought the if i fuck up (probably will) ill end up somewhere i dont want to be againts my will. So idk maybe i should just find a place to sit and not move until i pass out. But thatd be boring, having company would be nice.
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Although i didnt know her, i read some of her post and was one kf the reasons i got on here. To talk to her. I hope shes okay. And that if shes reading this, Hi.
Wauw this is really sweet thank you
Youre welcome. How are you doing? I ussually seem to screw up conversations, but ill try. Failure is inevitable anyways.
Not good like really sick and tired of everything I just want out so badly. What about you? Well don’t worry about that, social skills and conversation skills are non existant in my brain
That humoured me a bit, because i cant fathom socialising either. Was told once my way of socialising is absurd and i shouldnt ever speak again by a boss of mine way back. Im still on the same track you are, looking for the way. I think i found it and already half way there. Im tired of everything too. If there was a way just to end it itd be great. But its alway the thought the if i fuck up (probably will) ill end up somewhere i dont want to be againts my will. So idk maybe i should just find a place to sit and not move until i pass out. But thatd be boring, having company would be nice.
Thanks for asking by the way, normally people dont, let alone care to talk to me legitimately.
Thank you for worrying, I didn’t succeed unfortunately
did you try it or did you decide not to attempt?
I didn’t even attempt. I wasn’t able to cook the H. I felt so worthless I just gave up and was extremely frustrated
Oh and by the way I wasted 200€ of heroin. A junkie would be really mad at me