- I just realised something, what is the point of my life I just feel like a burden. Half the time and the other half I’m just falling deeper in depression. I’ve got nothing to live for, just a sack of meat taking up resources and making other people’s life’s harder. Such as my mothers, brother, sister, aunt, and cousins I don’t know anymore I just really don’t know I feel like putting a gun in my mouth. And I feel so relaxed because once after I pull the trigger, I’m relieved of all my worries daily struggles to be honest I know my life is going to end in the coming years. The only thing is I don’t know how maybe a gun but where would I get one would just end up drowning myself. What about slitting my wrist maybe hanging. Personally I would want the quickest way like a gun or whatever way is just as fast. But I will probably just end up hanging myself (sigh) maybe I’m just a fucked up thirteen year old boy
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I don’t know what you’re going through, but even though I think death is not a bad thing, I’d not kill myself so early in life. There’s a damn lot of things out there to be found, and believe me, you’re just beginning, you still have many chances of turning your life around, many chances to finding something that you may feel is worth living for. Just don’t do like most people that live the way they live just because that’s what everyone expect from them. Live at your own terms, focus on things that might bring you happiness and be kind to people around you — remember that there are things and people to be found out there.