My mother found out what I did, I don’t know how! I was careful! That sneaky b*tch
What am I gonna do, everything will be ready on Monday, why did this happen? I can’t speed this up. Oh dear I’m so scared right now.
Maybe I can negotiate things until Monday, I don’t know. What will she do? What will my father do? Does he know? I’m so scared I dont know what to do.
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What was ready? And are they open to talk about it?
I’m settling everything before my suicide. I chose this Monday because the bank will give me confirmation that day, it really cannot be sped up.
Well, I talked to her and thankfully my father doesn’t know… yet. Idk everything is still very shaky to make statements, I hope they let me unharmed until Monday. We can just only hope.
If your mom knows that you’re planning on killing yourself, why the hell wouldn’t she tell your dad. I know it’s not what you want. But if you can step away from the situation for a second, wouldn’t that be the normal thing to do?
No, no, she doesn’t know I’ll kill myself, she only found out I ditched the university. Well the situation right now is bearable until Monday, so I’m good now.
Parents can be so dramatic I swear. Especially if they make your life a living hell where they finally become “parents” and try to prevent you from harming yourself only to go back to making your life a living hell all over again. Like my mom for example no shame at all. Heck id be writing the same stuff if my parents ever found out that I was planning on ending it
Well they didn’t find out I’ll kill myself, they just found out I was skipping classes all year. But nevertheless, I agree with you. Parents being “parents” only when you’re about to leave or harm, really hypocritical.