a major goal for 2018 is to die.
if that doesn’t work, then the next best step (i guess) is to get help.
and as it turns out, living is not the problem right now. being alive is not what is wrong. what is wrong is that life still has me here, existing, fucking things up and saying the wrong things. not doing what i need to. keeping myself locked away.
it turns out i am the problem, and that is why i need to die as soon as possible. that is why my 2018 goal is just to stop. just to stop fucking existing and stop being angry and stop being the Literal Embodiment of Depression.
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who knows where i can get some oxycodone
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I want to die before 2018, too
Hopefully I will be dead by the end of week 🙂