never move in with your best mates/life lines. I now have no lifelines. also don’t fuck your house mate. and don’t pick the downstairs room, because you can hear them all next door having fun all night while you sit alone in the dark less than a meter away, isolated. not asking for sympathy, this is all self inflicted. just putting some life advice out there.
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Here’s a nugget I learned the hard way – don’t date people you work with, especially when what you’re feeling is only lust, and you know it is, but you’re so stupid you insist that you actually have “feelings.” Chuckle. Feelings.
It is odd to realize, that despite sharing the planet with literally billions of people so very many of us feel isolated and alone.
My junior year of college I lived with a childhood “friend” who basically tried to drive me out of my mind (short drive, haha). It was the creepiest and most hellish thing I’ve ever experienced and put me in counseling for several years. She threatened to kill me on more than one occasion and then tried to have me committed. I needed to committed after living through that nightmare. She poisoned all of our friends against me (or tried to). I will say, it took time but I survived. Mine too was self inflicted because I knew better than to live with her. Sigh. Hugs. Sorry it sucks. You aren’t alone.