It’s a new year but somehow old feelings have returned. I am truly unhappy with my life, I want to die again. I feel such disappointment and disgust with myself and I want to hurt again. I’m tired and I feel purposeless I’d rather just die and burn in hell. I’m fucked up and I always will be and this world will always be a fucked up place. I’m just tired so very tired of trying I just want to give up…
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This may be random, but I really like the name Alina (dunno if it’s your real one). I remember seeing you on here back in the day. Sorry you are hurting. Take care, and may 2018 bring you happiness.
I had this same thought today too. Old feelings that I thought I had addressed. Obviously not. I saw my life and ahead and it was despair and loneliness.
I feel exactly the same, i feel burning in hel is the only thing left for me. You can always email me if you want to talk: stefan(at)deds.nl