Nothing , no one, alone, anhedonic, liar, pretender, asleep, insomniac, painful, tired, empty, silent, complainer, stagnant.
Is this really all I know about myself
Probably
I wouldn’t know
It fucking hurts
Yet
I
Feel
Nothing
I don’t like being by myself like this
But it’s better if I keep to myself
I’m just a burden
To myself
And quietly to everyone else.
All my problems don’t seem to matter when I only care about
Going
To
Sleep
So please let me
Please.
I know you hate me
But we should keep trying
It would be better if we just
Slept
I really don’t like being by myself.
He says the things I already know.
I don’t want to know.
Let
Me
Go
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I feel like I’m a burden to everyone too. I’m up almost very night thinking about it, mostly because I’m an insomniac too. I wish I could turn my thoughts off so I could sleep and wake up and be someone else. Preferably someone without depression. That would be nice.
I hope you get sleep.