Not doing well right now. I’m in a bad place. Things will never get better. Why do I have to be like this. I can’t stop the thoughts . I’m in a prison inside my head and room constantly tortured by demons. I just want out I can’t do this anymore. Why do I have to go to hell because I want out its not fair I hate life, I’m scared of everything and everyone. Why did I do drugs. I had a bright future and now look at me. Just want to give up nothing good will happen . I’m finished I’m done fighting. I’m pitiful crazy, lost. I want out. I need help but nothing helps. Please God take me peacefully that’s all I ask.
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You might as well just work this whole thing out here on this side. There are so many things you can do to change your pattern/state. 1. Listen to some Keith Green music. That’s so focused on Jesus that is would torture any “demons” torturing you. Pray specifically to Jesus.
2. Get some positive thoughts going. Turn around your negative (things will never get better) into positive. Things are getting better and here is what I’m doing to make good happen.
Sometimes I think those whole “vision boards” are just about getting goals, a purpose going. Your vision board doesn’t have to be materialistic. Maybe it’s your vision for how your character and soul will develop here by helping others and overcoming all the drug BS. I hate drugs. I don’t know what it’s like to deal with that though so I hope you find people who know how to help.
how old are you????
Damn dude i feel the same way i wish there was a good painless way to exit