Tell me in your opinion.
I think there’s nothing wrong with it in my situation. Some reasons I just can explain but I feel hopeless and misunderstood all the time. People don’t like me and I don’t have a clue why but that’s just a sign for me that I should’ve never been born. My mom hates me and I hate myself.
And besides, I don’t have kids, a job, a girlfriend so what is my purpose? Just to be miserable and suicidal?
I wish to die everyday and people tell me what they or other people been through, why to make seem like I’m going through nothing?
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I don’t know how to exist in the world in a way that works.
then probably youre not for this world and its ok…..life is very unfaire it favors the luckiest and the unlucky just die
i always fantasize in the future they will review all lives and rescue the unluckiest ones and reincarnate them to give them the good life they deserve
so even in death there may be hope
I don’t think it is luck at all. I was given the raw material but failed to build anything of worth.
Perhaps being reincarnated is something to which you may look forward, but sh1t, man, I just want a final totality of obliteration.
Try and get a job,save money and occupy yourself with that,I know this is a cruel world so I feel your pain.People don’t like me either and it was always hard for me to fit in and find friends. I have a girlfriend and a daughter but that was only to fit in with society so people won’t view me as being weird, I’m 41 so if you’re young don’t worry you have plenty of time. Life is short anyways and I can’t wait to die also but as far as suicide I don’t think I can go through with it, with me it was always like I don’t wanna live but I don’t wanna die either
I feel hopeless sometimes too, but I know that every day is a new day. Sometimes you just have to be patient and wait it out. How old are you? My son killed himself at age 21 and pretty much everything he was depressed about would have gotten better. I ran into the girl he had a crush on about a year after he killed himself. Guess what? She liked him. He was upset about not having a job. He turned 16 during the Great Recession. Guess what? Now there are a ton of jobs he could get. He was upset about other family relationship issues that worked out the way he would have wanted. I know your mom does not hate you. She loves you. My son’s suicide broke my heart. I feel as though I’ll die of a heart attack any day but it’s truly a broken heart. Please just ask God to get you through one day at a time. No one said life would be happy. Your life purpose is to be you and look around you. Who needs you? Who can you help? How can you lighten the load for the people in your “circle” or sphere of influence? It’s not always about money. Sometimes it’s listening or just being there. My son isn’t here. Don’t do that to your mom. No matter how much you hurt or how angry you feel, believe me, no one deserves this.
the logic with suicide is very simple….. the act itself removes any hope things will get better… its always the question when one considers it, do i wait another day for it to get better or not ?
throughout my life i considered suicide often very seriously for lots of reasons, including intense physical pain due to illness, heartbteak, depression, feeling nothing matters anyway, shame etc etc
at the time i was younger, still wanted to live and wouldnt put my parents through the ordeal of my death
it was a good decision then to stay around
now im 51, some say its young but im not of the same opinion, i lived a lot, been happy for a time, enjoyed life, and now im in a financial illness probably uncurable and my parents are dead so i wont cause them sadness
i think my suicide is very logical and also it is better to choose his death then makong life decide for it, people are trying to convince otherwise but in my shoes they would probably jump the bridge right away… im still there
When an animal is suffering due to a health reason they put it to sleep. In todays world if you don’t have the adequate money it eventually becomes a health problem. In the sense that the roof over your head and the food you need to sustain is no longer available. This is the first step toward our final days, we can be to eternal optimist and hope that in the final hours some job, or somebody will come to your rescue but that only happens in the movies. People jump out of windows when they lose all their money in the stock market or their 401k’s. I have never known what it is like to have money or feel comfortable but I have known the ugliness of this world and cold apathy people feel toward somebody like me. Reaching out for help goes nowhere, and I am not being a negative person but a realist. If there is good in the world or good in people I have never seen it.
I am in my final days I have my plan but I have been here before I just hope my plan works and this will soon be over.
I have spent much time asking my own self what is wrong with suicide. So a hypothetical: Let’s just say an 18 year old offs themselves, leaving behind one grieving sibling, two grieving parents, and four grieving grandparents. That is seven grieving people left behind. Terrible right?
But let us say that 18 year old gets an intervention and instead lives to be 78 years old. Then what? During those 78 years that person would most likely experience the loss of all four grandparents, likely experience the loss of both parents, and could even experience the loss of the their sibling, bringing the total losses by death to seven as seven people leave him/her behind.
So which is worse, for seven people to grieve once or one person to grieve seven times? I feel the flames….
Well put.