Why do I go on?
I did everything right. I stayed on at school, went first to college then to university. I was good to people I met and was friendly to everyone. SO WHAT WENT WRONG?
I don’t know. Once I finished university I saw a great future ahead for me, that was 2006.
Since then I have had a huge number of dead end jobs the longest lasting a year the shortest only weeks.
Though I like women I haven’t been in a relationship in that time. In the last few months I have been talking to a younger woman, yesterday I asked her out. Being told NO isn’t fun but took the answer I did. Today I find the woman complained to management about this; yet also said she didn’t want me to get the sack but didn’t feel safe around me.
So were do I go from here???????????
I am 36 and living with my mother who I feel is close to kicking me out.
why do I go on? any answers please pass them on.
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My only realistic answer for you right now is that you never know what will happen next. Even a year ago from today you couldn’t have convinced me if be anywhere near where I am today. Life can change in an instant, though not by itself. You are 36, and you are living with your mother still. I’m not trying to pry, but if it is not because of a medical condition, either on your end or your mothers end, then why are you still there? If it is for some reason that is out of your control then that is different. But if this is something you can change, then I think you would benefit from getting out on your own. Just my 2 cents.
You can’t be nice to people anymore…. many will simply see it as “you want something from them”.
You are best off just finding your own place away from most people…. because I can tell you, most people aren’t worth being around these days, which is why there are more loners now than ever.
I seek peace in what I do on my own. I filled my life with things not dependent on anyone.
Although I have a nice lady in my life now,,, I still very much hold to my opinion of really almost everyone..
that woman needs to grow up. Its not like you started stalking and abusing her after she said no.