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Maybe try little hints? Instead of telling people i’m close to “I’m depressed” I usually say I’ve been feeling pretty down lately or I just haven’t felt the greatest. The key is really opening up, something i’m not good at at like many others. it might be the feeling of wanting to tell someone you trust and talking about it but feeling like its a topic you “shouldn’t” or you think they wont be able to do much for you. I say try hinting at it and if the person takes the bait maybe open up a little and tell the person whats been going on a bit. It may lead to a little comfort session and maybe you won’t feel better or maybe telling that person and talking t the about it a bit and realizing maybe they’ve got similar thoughts ( not being happy with life at the moment or their own problems) and maybe you’ll end up feeling a bit better from the conversation. I’d say it’s worth a shot to see if it’ll help you out the slightest bit.