General Hazy with a chance of lost by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 written by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 Got nothing tonight. Decided to sink in a bottle of vodka. Hazy: 0 Life: 1 32 comments 0 Email Related posts Any help on hiding cuts 1/22/2021 Finals and stuff 1/22/2021 Wouldn’t it be nice… 1/22/2021 Hi old friends 1/22/2021 I wish I was never born 1/21/2021 4th of July 1/20/2021 this is all meaningless. 1/20/2021 worse 1/20/2021 Nobody cares until you’re already dead 1/20/2021 Pomp(ous) and circumstance 1/20/2021 32 comments Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 10:38 pm There are very few people I remember from a year ago. I’m about a bottle in. Hello everyone. No gun in my mouth tonight. Log in to Reply Hulk 4/19/2018 - 10:42 pm If i had a gun i think id do it Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 10:44 pm Which is why I don’t own a gun. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 10:44 pm I’d put it in my mouth and blow out the back of my head. I can feel it now, it is glorious. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 10:55 pm I’m the only one here tonight. perfect. Log in to Reply whiskered-fish 4/19/2018 - 10:56 pm I’m here, but am having trouble stringing words together Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:01 pm for once I’m struggling due to vodka and not bi-polar, which is strangely liberating. Log in to Reply a1957 4/19/2018 - 10:59 pm Just finished a bottle of 8.5% beer. Feeling just fine. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:02 pm well hello my alc partner in crime. Log in to Reply a1957 4/19/2018 - 11:09 pm why yes a little alky every night is a fine thing – avoid operation of machinery ‘cept for stereo of course ha! – but yes a fine thing my imbibing partner in crime Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:13 pm to avoid sounding like a crazy person I have Chopin blasted in my headphones. I rarely drink but it seemed pointless to be sober tonight. Log in to Reply EmptyPluto 4/19/2018 - 11:27 pm How do you pronounce ‘Chopin’? My old friend always said it like ‘show-pawn’, but I always thought it was ‘show-pin’. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:30 pm Show-Pin. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQ1aE_c0efY Log in to Reply EmptyPluto 4/19/2018 - 11:06 pm Here’s the keys to my ’57 Chevy. Be careful, ya hear? Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:08 pm fuck that…..LOL. Log in to Reply a1957 4/19/2018 - 11:10 pm Finest Made in USA car ever Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:11 pm I actually own a chevy spark. Love it. yeah, ending it in a car seems a waste. Log in to Reply a1957 4/20/2018 - 6:25 pm Would hate to waste a car. Log in to Reply Night In Atlantis 4/19/2018 - 11:07 pm Vodka does taste far better than a gun in the mouth… though both give you a terrible headache. If it were a little later here perhaps I’d join you in a drink. Hmm, I see tonight more as a draw, with a rematch on the way. I’m rooting for you to kick butt and even the score. Wishing you well, Hazy. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:10 pm Hi Atlantis. Yeah a draw. Maybe. I’m so fucking lonely. Maybe a draw yeah? Log in to Reply Night In Atlantis 4/19/2018 - 11:31 pm Ah, I hear you there. Sometimes I’m so ****ing lonely I can taste it, and it tastes worse than vodka. Maybe. No, definitely. Maybe more even… Still here, still standing (just), still walking, maybe a little unsteadily tonight, and I wouldn’t advise driving… but nonetheless you could almost call it a win. All perspective, right? Sigh, maybe you’re right. I’ll settle for a draw. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:33 pm I was cruising steady for months. This week it is a bust. Lonely wins. Log in to Reply EmptyPluto 4/19/2018 - 11:48 pm You could always make conversation with your vodka bottle. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:49 pm Pretty sure that is exactly what I am doing tonight. Log in to Reply Night In Atlantis 4/19/2018 - 11:55 pm And you will again. When you think about it, all the progress and advancements that exist, be it in technology, science, medicine, or even intricate events in our own lives, they’ve all come about by people emotionally dissatisfied with current events and situations. To be dissatisfied you have to want something, the motivation and conceivability exists to enable one to be the architect and create the life they want for themselves. Yeah, life wins today, maybe even tomorrow, or in a week. But you’re strong, you got this. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:58 pm today I don’t have this…at least tonight. I am so lonely I taste it. Life half over and loneliness takes my life as easy as mold. Log in to Reply EmptyPluto 4/20/2018 - 12:03 am I hope tomorrow is a less lonely and more vibrant day for you, Hazy. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/20/2018 - 12:08 am FFS EmptyPluto I hope so. Cause these lonely days are getting old AF. Log in to Reply Night In Atlantis 4/20/2018 - 12:27 am Some nights are just hard and the heart bleeds, I do understand how it feels Honestly, you’re one of the kindest souls I’ve met. Sometimes for reasons completely unknown to us someone leaves an impression, and we often wonder how they are and hope they are doing well because they deserve good. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/20/2018 - 12:40 am Ty nights in atlantis. Log in to Reply Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:14 pm Hazy: 0 Life: 2 Log in to Reply a1957 4/20/2018 - 9:59 pm I just listened to the Chopin piece. Starts off with an almost foreboding Larghetto and finishes with a delightful Adagio! Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. 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