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Hazy with a chance of lost

by Hazy Day Sunflower

Got nothing tonight.

Decided to sink in a bottle of vodka.

Hazy: 0
Life: 1


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Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 10:38 pm

There are very few people I remember from a year ago. I’m about a bottle in. Hello everyone. No gun in my mouth tonight.

Hulk 4/19/2018 - 10:42 pm

If i had a gun i think id do it

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 10:44 pm

Which is why I don’t own a gun.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 10:44 pm

I’d put it in my mouth and blow out the back of my head. I can feel it now, it is glorious.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 10:55 pm

I’m the only one here tonight. perfect.

whiskered-fish 4/19/2018 - 10:56 pm

I’m here, but am having trouble stringing words together

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:01 pm

for once I’m struggling due to vodka and not bi-polar, which is strangely liberating.

a1957 4/19/2018 - 10:59 pm

Just finished a bottle of 8.5% beer. Feeling just fine.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:02 pm

well hello my alc partner in crime.

a1957 4/19/2018 - 11:09 pm

why yes a little alky every night is a fine thing – avoid operation of machinery ‘cept for stereo of course ha! – but yes a fine thing my imbibing partner in crime

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:13 pm

to avoid sounding like a crazy person I have Chopin blasted in my headphones. I rarely drink but it seemed pointless to be sober tonight.

EmptyPluto 4/19/2018 - 11:27 pm

How do you pronounce ‘Chopin’? My old friend always said it like ‘show-pawn’, but I always thought it was ‘show-pin’.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:30 pm
EmptyPluto 4/19/2018 - 11:06 pm

Here’s the keys to my ’57 Chevy. Be careful, ya hear?

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:08 pm

fuck that…..LOL.

a1957 4/19/2018 - 11:10 pm

Finest Made in USA car ever

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:11 pm

I actually own a chevy spark. Love it. yeah, ending it in a car seems a waste.

a1957 4/20/2018 - 6:25 pm

Would hate to waste a car.

Night In Atlantis 4/19/2018 - 11:07 pm

Vodka does taste far better than a gun in the mouth… though both give you a terrible headache. If it were a little later here perhaps I’d join you in a drink.

Hmm, I see tonight more as a draw, with a rematch on the way. I’m rooting for you to kick butt and even the score.

Wishing you well, Hazy.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:10 pm

Hi Atlantis.

Yeah a draw. Maybe. I’m so fucking lonely. Maybe a draw yeah?

Night In Atlantis 4/19/2018 - 11:31 pm

Ah, I hear you there. Sometimes I’m so ****ing lonely I can taste it, and it tastes worse than vodka.

Maybe. No, definitely. Maybe more even… Still here, still standing (just), still walking, maybe a little unsteadily tonight, and I wouldn’t advise driving… but nonetheless you could almost call it a win. All perspective, right?

Sigh, maybe you’re right. I’ll settle for a draw.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:33 pm

I was cruising steady for months. This week it is a bust. Lonely wins.

EmptyPluto 4/19/2018 - 11:48 pm

You could always make conversation with your vodka bottle.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:49 pm

Pretty sure that is exactly what I am doing tonight.

Night In Atlantis 4/19/2018 - 11:55 pm

And you will again.

When you think about it, all the progress and advancements that exist, be it in technology, science, medicine, or even intricate events in our own lives, they’ve all come about by people emotionally dissatisfied with current events and situations. To be dissatisfied you have to want something, the motivation and conceivability exists to enable one to be the architect and create the life they want for themselves.

Yeah, life wins today, maybe even tomorrow, or in a week. But you’re strong, you got this.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:58 pm

today I don’t have this…at least tonight. I am so lonely I taste it. Life half over and loneliness takes my life as easy as mold.

EmptyPluto 4/20/2018 - 12:03 am

I hope tomorrow is a less lonely and more vibrant day for you, Hazy.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/20/2018 - 12:08 am

FFS EmptyPluto I hope so. Cause these lonely days are getting old AF.

Night In Atlantis 4/20/2018 - 12:27 am

Some nights are just hard and the heart bleeds, I do understand how it feels

Honestly, you’re one of the kindest souls I’ve met. Sometimes for reasons completely unknown to us someone leaves an impression, and we often wonder how they are and hope they are doing well because they deserve good.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/20/2018 - 12:40 am

Ty nights in atlantis.

Hazy Day Sunflower 4/19/2018 - 11:14 pm

Hazy: 0
Life: 2

a1957 4/20/2018 - 9:59 pm

I just listened to the Chopin piece. Starts off with an almost foreboding Larghetto and finishes with a delightful Adagio!

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