Things just keep getting worse, my life is harder today than it was yesterday and yesterday was impossible and tomorrow will be worse than today.
Nothing works in my life, and everything is falling apart. I have lost everything, my job, my girlfriend, my home. I have a job now that isn’t even covering my bills, I can’t find a better job. I work seven days a week with no time off. The harder I try the farther back I get pushed.
I am going stir crazy for just some time to rest, having hope only leads to disappointment. I hate hope.
The world is unlivable without money, and the only people that contradict that statement are the people with money.
I just want a quick death.
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I’ll never work a day in my life….. social construct, you know to seperate folks and judge their worth by how much they make
That’s true it’s impossible
To live without money. All that bullshit about follow your dreams and create your reality it’s valid only for the ones who have money.
I wish you can find your quick death.
Yes I suppose that is what I mean I will never work.
I mean, I plan mostly to camp out in woods with cheap vehicle I do not know on food source or the likes. Possibly fishing. Probably build a small log cabin (shed) Either way works for me. Nothing else works though.
Oh I suppose you weren’t talking to me I thought you were original poster
A quick death is the easy way our, be strong, face your demons and continue the battle that we all have to take on; the willingness to not give up. I’ve been struggling a lot recently as well which led me to this site and reading others pains hurts me as much as my own.
I hope you can be strong and read this message as encouragement to fight another day. Don’t do it, fight it and keep going one day at a time. There are always ways to climb out of the hole if you really want to.
Yeah I’m sick of people sugar coating money and like everyone seems to be obsessed with it. Money is everything in this world.
Yeah its ironic alot of the money isn’t everything quotes are from rich people. Yeah easy for you to say that
Yep. Money is not important when you have plenty of it and no end of it in sight. For the rest of us: it is how we eat, drink, bathe, shelter, travel, dress, groom, medicate, stay warm or cool, communicate, educate our selves, electronically socialize, receive formal education, read at night, have the means to apply for jobs and entertain job offers, but yeah otherwise it is of no importance at all. Oh and, if we say we have no money and we have all these things, or even some of these things, that just means we are using someone else’s money to do all or part of the above. I just had to say that. Thanks for reading.
also ironic, people living without money, I think it is a little ironic for them to say that, if said person is using the library and the computers there, or getting food from others, or if they found clothes from a recycling bin…
Someone paid for all of this, its not really living without money. Living without money would be going out and living in the woods and solely relying on yourself and nobody else.
I figure nobody really enjoys that, I wouldn’t be able to handle it at all. Ugh.
Even a hitchhiker uses a roadway paid for by gasoline taxes paid by others including the very motorist giving them a ride. That motorist is also likely to be making payments, paying for maintenance, filling the tank, and keeping up with insurance and registration while providing a “free” ride.
Even if you lived out in the woods allby yourself for free it would not likely last for long. Your shelter system, whatever it might be, is not going to endure indefinitely. Finding potable water is going to be a challenge at some point. Your clothing is going to wear out. Sooner, rather than later, your body is going to make it known that your nutrition is utterly lacking. Sooner, rather than later, your body is going to inform you that bacteria is playing hell in and on certain parts of your body. Then comes the loneliness that few of us are equipped to handle.
Thank you for the kind responses, I don’t know how much more I can take with regards to falling into this pit of poverty. I want to move out of the city I’m in to another but that would require money something I don’t have. The longer I stay here the worse things are becoming, after losing a 17 year career job I now have a horrible job that takes all my time and pays me nothing. I feel painted into a corner with no way out and no options. History has proven when certain people lose everything (especially money) they kill themselves and I can understand why.
I have racked my brain trying to think of a way out but there is no way out except suicide and I am at the very end.
I wish I knew what to say. I have come so close to being painted into a corner on several occasions that I cannot even start to deny the possibility, let alone deny the fear of financial collapse, but there has been found a way out each time so far. Maybe you will find a way…