I have a problem with saying I am alone. I feel so alone, but I have people around me, but they just don’t get it. When I try to talk to them and explain it to them they seem to get angry. Or sometimes they just get really upset and it makes me feel worse.
I am at the point where I am keeping all these thoughts and feelings inside my head and it’s not really doing me any good. At some points, they overflow and come out. Usually, it’s an explosion though, like, an overload of all types of feelings. I am tired of getting screamed at for how I feel, so maybe I am better off being/feeling alone. If I express anything that makes me mad or upset, “YOU ARE BLOWING IT WAY OUT OF PROPORTION”, but am I really?
They say they don’t want me dead, but I feel like they are the ones pushing me towards it.
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sometimes people just can’t ‘get’ it. and then you need to figure out something different.. I don’t know. some people have a mentality of ‘suck it up and get over it’s no matter the issue and they apply it to themselves (usually) and then expect others to follow suit without understanding that people are different and react differently.
I occasionally have a tendency to let things build up. started talking more beforehand, sorta. started seeing a therapist. that alone with talking about issues I think is helpful.