Jealousy is weird. Sometimes I’m aware of how ridiculous it is to feel so but I still feel it. I then would try to push it away cause being jealous is, I think the most useless feeling I could’ve experienced but I would still feel it.
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I’ve felt the same.
@freeroma I want to think of it as a little drive towards something we feel inferior to others for (why we’re jealous) but sometimes it really don’t make sense.
I just get jealous at strangers that gets opportunities to do the things I want. I get jealous even when I think there’s no perceived threat to my own status. I get jealous at people I irrationally see as “less than” (a vile thought this is, I’m aware).
I wish nobody harm nor would I get happy if any of the person I feel jealous towards have something bad happen to them, I just wished I could be happier seeing other people get to live their lives the way they want but I just feel…bitter sometimes.
It feels unfair.