I’m new to this and I don’t know how to do this. So I don’t want to say my name but you can call blue. Friends are the main reason for me being on this site writing all this right now. My friends are not like normal friends. normal friends aren’t meant to ignore you whenever you try and talk to them. normal friends are meant to invite you places mine don’t but I don’t mind really. coming home on a Friday is worse than the week days my family hate me and I know that for sure. dealing with these problems on my own are a struggle but no one knows and when I try to tell someone, someone else has a ‘bigger’ problem than me. I know what will be better killing myself or staying here I really don’t know anymore.
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You’re not alone and your problem is valid.
A half-hearted stab at conversation, either a noncommittal grunt or silence, some thumbing through the phone, and I’m alone again.
God forbid I try a topic of any depth. Needled by irrelevancies at every angle, the conversation going backwards to nowhere. Nothing accomplished except now everyone hates me.
There are too many people around at all times. I can’t even scream, not even for the primal satisfaction of it.
If your so-called friends don’t invite you to hang out, don’t listen to you then are they really your friends? Try making new friends.
Over the years I’ve found some people who were genuine and stuck with them, the vast majority are just users, insincere, have ulterior motives. I’ve learned to treat people exactly how they treat me.
So you might need to go throw a lot of people until you find a few who are reliable and genuine. Even then nothing is perfect, familiarity breeds contempt. However it helps to have a good sense of humor, that’s the glue that usually bonds friendships.
As for family, that’s the case with most people. I have huge issues with all my family members but with most of them, I’ve been able to put that aside and have a decent relationship. I’d still take my family over friends or anyone else (except for one person).
You’ll find relations will improve when you are living on your own and don’t have to rely on them.
I don’t know you, or you’re age, but I would like to be friends with you… Even if it’s over the internet. I have never had a problem with freinds untill now, and now I’m in the same situation you are. I would like to show you what real friends are.
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here for you blue if you ever wish to talk
my email is
farahlajeennouraldeen.1@gmail
u'r most most most welcome to contact me whenever you wish
just try me
okay
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