sometimes i can’t sleep.
i toss and turn for hours but my mind just won’t shut off.
i hate it because my mind ponders in all my choices and i wonder if i’m doing things right.
He wont believe me when i say something.
why cant they trust me?
will that ever change?
i hate living here when i feel so i trusted.
it makes me feel like i should’ve just sucked it up and stayed in an abusive home.
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I’ve come to learn that people really suck when it comes to trust… The most important thing is that you learn to trust yourself. You shouldn’t stay in an abusive home, even if you feel where you are now is worse- because it’s only one of the first steps you’ve taken.
You don’t cross a thousand miles in one leap. You walk forward one step at a time, aiming at an ideal even if you never reach it. Sometimes you may lose your footing and slip, other times you may miss your target and wind up somewhere you didn’t want to be- but none of that matters, so long as you keep moving towards the ideal you care about.