lonelygirl31
its amazing how you see a memory you don’t at all remember, but it still affects you.
my family fell apart exactly 15 years ago.
sometimes i can’t sleep.
i toss and turn for hours but my mind just won’t shut off.
i hate it because my mind ponders in all my choices and i wonder if i’m doing things right.
He wont believe me when i say something.
why cant they trust me?
will that ever change?
i hate living here when i feel so i trusted.
it makes me feel like i should’ve just sucked it up and stayed in an abusive home.
the thought of running away, moving away, crossed my mind. i’m 16.
i’m having a really rough time. i lived in an emotionally and mentally abusive home for years and just recently moved in with my other parent. but it’s not at all what i thought it would be like. now we are fighting every night and they are swearing and making me feel stupid and useless and awful. i have no one. moving to this parents home meant a different district and no friends. so i have no one to help me or talk to to get away for a bit. and i can’t go back to the other parent… they told me they never want […]