I am not sure what to write or how to describe how I am feeling. why do I keep trying to cover up the scrapes with band-aids. The depression came along and then the anxiety trailed in after it. then the PTSD showed up to grab my hand. I wish I did not have to feel the way I do, I let the thoughts and the pain drown me.
I can’t think straight, all I want to do is numb the pain, all I want to do is wash it all away.
I really wish I could better describe how I am feeling right now. I probably will just sleep and continue covering up the scrapes with band-aids.