I’ve been thinking about doing this for a long time — just stopping. Just ending things and letting myself finally have peace. But I keep finding reasons not to do it; my mom, mostly. I’m not really scared of dying. I’m more afraid of what will happen to her. I don’t want her to blame herself, but I also want to stop blaming myself everyday for every wrong thing that’s happened in my life.
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Same here. I don’t wanna do because of my mom
hey I get your feeling ive always thought about ending it all but always thinking if my dad will think its his fault or not and I don’t want that but im here to talk if needed
i cant think of a way to let her know its not. i dont want to have to leave a note and explain why i have to go. its not me