I’ve been keeping myself alive for so long. Failed suicide attempts in the past but none since the birth of my son, who is 6 years old. I love him. Oh how I love him. But I can’t fight anymore.
Is there anyone there to take care of your son if you die? π
Ans I understand, it’s hard to tell whose perspective should be looked at here…
The son whose life will change forever if their dsd dies or the dad whose like the rest of us and wants to die…
Living for others is hard, isn’t it? π
Even if you wanted to live for others, it’s hard not to be depressed by circumstances that simply being there for someone might not be able to fix… (I’m trying my best though myself. T_T I hope I can still help. :()
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has hard as life is right now always remember your son needs you no matter what
I understand where you are right now. All I can say is make the transition easy. Or wait it out
Please hang in there. I know itβs hard. I have children of my own and a lot of days I feel like you. Iβm here.
I understand. I feel so similarly. Iβve just lost the will to fight.
My heart is with you and your baby boy….Regardless of what decision you take, I hope he finds strength.
Is there anyone there to take care of your son if you die? π
Ans I understand, it’s hard to tell whose perspective should be looked at here…
The son whose life will change forever if their dsd dies or the dad whose like the rest of us and wants to die…
Living for others is hard, isn’t it? π
Even if you wanted to live for others, it’s hard not to be depressed by circumstances that simply being there for someone might not be able to fix… (I’m trying my best though myself. T_T I hope I can still help. :()
You want to talk about what you’re going through?