Love, Life, sadness, misery, confusion

Life is not fair, absurd even
There are never clear cut answers
Every person is different and the same simultaneously
We are products of our environment but also responsible for ourselves
The bad habits and behaviors we develop often create self-feeding, catch-22 situations where unintended or uncontrollable bad leads to responses which create more bad and the key to exiting these loops is usually exactly the thing you would have needed not to develop the behaviors in the first place

It’s hard to love yourself and easy to despise yourself.
Self-hate precludes love with other people
Envy is a cold snake that wraps chillingly against the heart and bones

Paranoia, coupled with self-hate creates a buffer against truth
Truth is needed to attain resolve and to prosper

Vices and indulgences will always offer an exhilarating fall to the bottom while virtues and temperance are an uphill journey to the city shining on the mountain and there’s never any knowing how many hills lie before you on your personal journey or if you’ll ever make it there — the bottom is guaranteed; the top you may never discover

Time moves forward only and regrets are only overcome with the incredible fortitude of forgiveness

Sadness and woe choke the throat of breathe yet tears are a blessing.

Misunderstandings underlie pain after unecessary pain

Humans are demons and angels at the same time though there is nothing to seek in death but release from life.

Every day: love, joy, humor, misery, regret, anger, despair, jealousy, hope, despair, tears

to no end or purpose but those we ourselves devise

in every moment of every day lies all the value and absurdity known to man