My Wish

It’s hard for me to know 

Where everything went wrong

Nothing’s getting better

I’ve felt bad for so long.

I’ve fought my inner demons,

But now it’s time for me,

To end this life I hate

And finally be free.

I don’t want to be mourned,

I don’t want you to cry,

I just don’t want this life,

Please; let me die.

Mum, don’t be upset,

I don’t know when I’ll go.

It might be this year,

I honestly don’t know.

I’ve got a guilty conscience,

For what you’ll go through.

Don’t blame yourself, or anyone

It’s what I want to do.