hi
today i was in uni and i looked around me and found out that everyone is doing ok
but im not ok
i have started taking antidepressants
and i know that this part should be all about me feeling better about myself and that shit but how am i going to feel better if everything is the same
and i am scared even more of the part where i should start fixing my life
like where should i start or what is exactly wrong and why am i exactly depressed
im just lost
like they give you this hope that everything is going to be fine but i dont think so and i am not feeling much better which makes me more upset ……..
just trying to share my thoughts
thanks
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Antidepressants will not do anything good for you after 2 months, they make you weird too, be glad you didnt have an adverse reaction, the first ssri i took 15 years ago sent me into a deep depression that lasted 2 years and it gave me phobias that last to this day, it was the hardest time in my life up till now and caused my first ever suicide attempt. mdma and ayahuasca cure depression long term they did for me and made life amazing but ive now been destroyed by neuroleptics the most evil of drugs