What would make me stop wishing for death. Not a bad question. Its something basic yet impossible for me to ever have. I want a childhood. My childhood. Someone to braid my hair. Someone to play catch with. I don’t want much but I know it’s impossible for me to ever have.
A better brain and that would allow me to be FAR more popular, smart, skilled, successful, and financially secure than I am now. Since that can’t happen.. I am constantly wishing for death. But it never comes. Life truly is unfair.
An agreement with the landlord and my mom so I’m not terrified of losing everything I’ve ever owned every single day. Then I could think about actually improving my life. But if I lose everything, it’s game over.
Wow, that’s a difficult question to answer… Sometimes I wish I could go out in the woods, up in the mountains and live like a modern Thoreau… A hermit living in nature… But would my life be better by doing that? Probably not… So, I guess that the answer to your question might be ”I don’t know”.
Civilization is a weird blip in the history of our species. Almost every human who ever lived has lived the way you’re talking about. I dunno if that’s better or worse, but you could say it’s our natural habitat. We’re living in a zoo right now.
I think we are fed the idea we a have a better life in civilisation, sure medicine is good but maybe only to an extent. In a way though, there’s too many of us… never know what a more natural life would offer. Maybe a shorter but better quality of life, away from the Zoo is kinder. Plus it’s more of a farm than a zoo, we are treated as farm animals in terms of… society values us for our ability to churn a profit and feed the economy. Yeah sure we get sustained but really the focus is on raising the rich up.
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What would make me stop wishing for death. Not a bad question. Its something basic yet impossible for me to ever have. I want a childhood. My childhood. Someone to braid my hair. Someone to play catch with. I don’t want much but I know it’s impossible for me to ever have.
Basically I want a mom and dad.
I made a exception. My Wish is stronger than anything the Person can do, but to spend more than a Day with Aurora Aksnes would do the thing.
A better brain and that would allow me to be FAR more popular, smart, skilled, successful, and financially secure than I am now. Since that can’t happen.. I am constantly wishing for death. But it never comes. Life truly is unfair.
A cure for autism maybe. A life on the spectrum isn’t worth living. And I’m a poison to society.
A companion, and a good stable job. Basically a regular life with a person who I can talk to
An agreement with the landlord and my mom so I’m not terrified of losing everything I’ve ever owned every single day. Then I could think about actually improving my life. But if I lose everything, it’s game over.
A cure.
Death. However, it seems a long ways off now.
freedom
Feeling better
A dissociative fugue brought on by a sudden case of meningitis. That’s always one option.
Dissociation is overrated. All the fly-by comments from people who seem to think you were born yesterday…
I don’t know.
Wow, that’s a difficult question to answer… Sometimes I wish I could go out in the woods, up in the mountains and live like a modern Thoreau… A hermit living in nature… But would my life be better by doing that? Probably not… So, I guess that the answer to your question might be ”I don’t know”.
Civilization is a weird blip in the history of our species. Almost every human who ever lived has lived the way you’re talking about. I dunno if that’s better or worse, but you could say it’s our natural habitat. We’re living in a zoo right now.
I think we are fed the idea we a have a better life in civilisation, sure medicine is good but maybe only to an extent. In a way though, there’s too many of us… never know what a more natural life would offer. Maybe a shorter but better quality of life, away from the Zoo is kinder. Plus it’s more of a farm than a zoo, we are treated as farm animals in terms of… society values us for our ability to churn a profit and feed the economy. Yeah sure we get sustained but really the focus is on raising the rich up.
I wish I knew
For the abuse to disappear so I can draw with the one I care about.
Algae covered French fries, a good femur to gnaw on, melted cheese in my butt crack, racist mice. You know, the simple things.