Goodbye im so fucken done why should i have to be in this much fucken stress to wanna kill myself hell i’ve been planning it for weeks how imma do this by knife or by overdoes hanging myself or a gun to my fucken brain im trying to think about my bf and my job and my future but im a 19 year old who feels like she has no fucken life i know is to be so fucken hard and never easy but holy shit its something after another we lose our house last december living here and there and got kicked out cuz that person couldn’t handle my sisters so we get kicked out in the rain then im busting my damn ass to get a damn place for my family and now we are staying else wear were im always having to buy food for 6 fucken people when that money was for work for my lunch or things i needed but no im always buying food or cigs for my dad or stupid shit for this damn family i love them don’t get me wrong but now they wanna make me to my breaking point.
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Yup – sounds like a suck fest for sure. Assuming you’re not a minor anymore, grab a backpack and hit the road. Soooooo much out there beyond what’s in front of you to see, all over the world. Own the problems that are yours and make others own the ones that are theirs (caused by them). It was tough, but I stopped saving my kin family, some at younger age(s), once I realized the situations weren’t caused by me. Would the younger ones suffer. Yes, but not because of my decisions. I had to stop saving the entire family. My humble opinions …..
I wouldn’t listen to him…. it won’t help. I used to want to take that route but just realize doing that won’t makes things better, life is still going to get more terrible with every day