so things are going better for me I finally communicated with my family and told them how I feel. so they are helping out a lot more so theirs less stress for me so I’m grateful for that. my depression hasn’t been that bad lately with me being able to communicate better so at least life is better so always stay positive and know you’re loved by so many people.
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hi my name is Sherri im 18 years old just seeking out for some help I feel life is very hard for me right now and it really sucks all I do is cry and sit and wait for the bad to happen neck yay me
So lately I’ve been going through a lot my depression is really killing me and my family isn’t helping I’m 20 years old and I’m honestly trying to get out on my own but every time I have money I’ve got to give it up because my dad is in need of ciggeretts or we need food or for bills which im okay for the bills and food since I live here but for ciggeretts and other stupid stuff they honestly don’t need they are always up and leaving never saying where they are going so im at home withtheir 2 kids who are really […]
So it’s been a while since I last posted on here I’ve had so much going on lately its unreal I’ve been dealing a lot with depression and it hasn’t been easy all I’ve been thinking a lot about self harm lately and it’s been effecting me so much with my work and life my family doesn’t understand anything I’m going through and to top it off they make things worse at times saying it’s my fault for so much and it sucks because I try so hard to this person they want me to be instead of the person I really am I […]
Theirs this girl who feels like she’s dead inside and can’t do anything about it and it’s killing her slowly everyday she wants to seek help but she can’t and the pain she feels she don’t show it cuz she knows no one will be there to help her through it all because they don’t understand her at all even though they say they do they don’t and this fucking feeling of dying inside everyday is horrible and she feels like death is the damn answer she cries tonight cuz she’s to the breaking point in life cutting seems like a perfect thing to do […]
ugh life lately for me has been so rough. I’m 19 years old and my family thinks they can control what I do and it makes me so mad. Like I’m doing a babysitting job right now and the guy had left his job so I got laid off for a bit which is okay for me but apparently to my dad I need to find another job because its wrong even though once he gets another job he’s going to hire me back which is what I told my dad and he just doesn’t understand he thinks that I will quit on the family […]
little update on myself life has been a bit easier for me but not always ive started to write a book about my whole life experience and everything ive been through to see if i feel better about myself sometimes i feel empty and dont know why but there this missing part in my life which effects me so much to the point i break down and cry because i dont know what to do anymore see i feel used i feel lost i feel nothing.
Last we talked you all found out I lost my baby and life was really hard for me. Well I found out that i may never be able to have kids and if I do i’d be at high risk not what i wanted to hear but hey who knows maybe something great will happen. Anyway I told my dad about my depression and how there were times i wanted to die or start self harming and he understood a little and is trying to understand my situation better he said he’d get me help if i needed it my family is actually being their […]
life has been so hard for me lately with losing my baby and dealing with work and home life is just stressful i try and stay positive for my sisters to show them i’m okay but deep down i just want to take a knife and end my misery but ive raised my two sisters since i was 10 ive watched them grow up i held them when they were sick or cried over a scraped knee i always bath them make sure they eat always having them dressed warm so they dont get cold i do everything a mother is to do for her […]
Its been a rough few couple of days finding out the guy who is your best friend is also your crush I told him how I felt and now I regret it every single damn day because he doesn’t like me more then a friend instead he’s in love with his best friend she’s his lock screen and everything im not trying to sound jealous but im hurt because he knew I liked him and he never once told me about her so im really hurt and broken but what’s it matter right my life is shit everyday so fuck everyone im done 🙁 im […]
Last you all heard my family had no house and was living out of vehicles. Well good news on that we found a trailer before the cold weather kicked in we are very grateful for everything money is kind of tight for this place but we really don’t care because we can finally be stress free well if I’m being honest I’m the one who got this place I paid $500 out of my savings so that my two young sisters and my dad and his girlfriend could have a place but yet I still get treated like the bad guy so I’m like be […]
Its been a while since ive been on I was trying to get my life together most of you who heard my story know it was very rough for my family n I well here’s an update my family and I got a house to rent thanks to me. We are all moved in and thought life would be a little easier but no it’s not you all remember my suicide note I wrote if not check it out it was hard on me still is but now I feel like im getting used you know ugh it’s so hard advice anyone.
Goodbye im so fucken done why should i have to be in this much fucken stress to wanna kill myself hell i’ve been planning it for weeks how imma do this by knife or by overdoes hanging myself or a gun to my fucken brain im trying to think about my bf and my job and my future but im a 19 year old who feels like she has no fucken life i know is to be so fucken hard and never easy but holy shit its something after another we lose our house last december living here and there and got kicked out cuz […]
So i did something stupid two nights ago i was really depressed and started scrating up my arm so it looks like shit my dads not happy about it but i didnt tell him what exactly happemed i cant tell him his kid is suicidal how do you do that my dad would be so ashamed of me im ashamed of myself wishing id never heard of suicide but i have and it sucks i have a job a boyfriend who loves me and yet these thoughts come to me everyday i just wish things could change any advice on what to do
I wrote my suicide not last night because everything is fallen apart so here’s what I say
Dear Family, Friends, and my Boyfriend,
So sorry to do this but if your reading this by now I must be dead there’s so many reason why I’ve decided to end my life here they are
Ever since I was born I was placed in so many fosters homes with so many schools and all the bullies I had dealt with
Dad it was just the two of us before she came in the picture you let her control you and me and I hated it I learned to love her but she still thinks she can ruin […]
I just need some help please life sucks for my family and I got kicked out and have no where to go life just sucks work is painful all I do is cry I just need help someone to help me through this im begging someone before I lose my mind
what the hell is the point anymore everyone hates me I hate me to I get jealous of course my boyfriend hangs with his ex cuz they are good friends and yet it makes me the bad fucken person for getting mad jealous about it well im sorry I have trust issues I’ve been in 18 relationships total since I was 12 no I aint no slut like you all think my life sucked back then and still does ever since 3 months old I’ve been in foster homes with strangers who I don’t even know the I was placed at 2 than 5 then […]
life is getting to be so hard lately just lost my family member this is the 4th person I’ve lost within 2 months we still have no house and still sleeping in cars and its so hard and everything just sucks. I just need someone to tell me its going to be okay.
what if I end my life right here right now would anyone care I don’t think so. what the hell am I to do anymore my depression is kicking in so much that I’m about ready to end it all. this world has done nothing good for me the way I’ve been acting with my depression I feel like I’ve lost everyone I love like my family my boyfriend just everything in general. my family and I have no where to go starting tomorrow we don’t have a house and we cant sleep in cars I have two little sisters one is 4 and one […]
I wake up every morning to see what today will bring all it brings is sadness everyone treats me like shit and I cant defend myself people say its going to be okay but are you the ones who are kicked out and might have to start sleeping in cars I don’t think so I say fuck it all everyone lies to me all the damn time why should I even continue to be on this damn planet someone answer that to me.